I couldn't help it. I fought the tears but they wouldn't stay away. My heart still lurches when I see him. I didn't fall completely apart but that giant hole in my chest opened back up and pain rushed in again.
He came to bring food for the dogs and pick up things he had forgotten when he left. We talked about his mother and how the end is very near now..probably only days away. Everything we had together is coming to end and soon there won't be anything left at all.